Michaela Žemberová is one of the well-known content creators on social media platforms like Instagram and TikTok. Recently, she faced a difficult challenge — a battle with cancer. Despite the hardships, Michaela managed to document her journey on her profile, showing the raw and real side of the illness. We sat down with Michaela for an interview, where she shared more about this life-changing experience.
“I’M GLAD THAT THROUGH MY VIDEOS, I CAN GIVE OTHERS THE MOTIVATION AND STRENGTH TO FIGHT,” SAYS MICHAELA.
How did you find out about your illness? Why did you decide to see a doctor?
I started noticing some symptoms, but you don’t immediately think of the worst-case scenario. I was often tired, had lost weight rapidly—which I actually liked—but I had severe pain in my armpits and a persistent cough for six months straight. It only quieted down when I started chemotherapy.
There were other symptoms too, but I kind of rationalized them away. I thought I was just overworked or that it was a time when everyone seemed to be sick, and I believed those clichés. I never would have guessed it would turn out to be what it actually was.
I wouldn’t have gone to the doctor on my own, but I had an appointment for a breast ultrasound in January, thinking I’d be free from doctors for most of the year. How ironic. Instead, I ended up seeing doctors all year long.
During that check-up, they found some troubling findings in the lymph nodes and sent me for further tests. My blood work and X-rays didn’t come back well, so I had to go to hematology and get a CT scan. When the doctors started suspecting cancer, I had to undergo a biopsy, which ultimately confirmed it.
“MY WHOLE LIFE DRASTICALLY CHANGED WITHIN 2 WEEKS.” CLAIMS MICHAELA
Michaela, what was your initial emotion?
I was incredibly angry that this was happening to me. I kept asking why. You have to go through certain stages to process it all. This includes a phase where you reject the illness and blame everyone around you for why it had to happen to you.
I often wondered if I was such a bad person that life had to hit me with this lesson. Then came the fear of what was ahead, like the chemotherapy. Eventually, I came to terms with it. Now, a year after treatment and being in remission, I look back on the whole experience differently. I’m actually grateful for it. It changed how I see life, made me appreciate every day I wake up healthy, and enjoy the simple things, like eating without feeling sick or being able to go wherever I want and have the energy to do it. In the end, cancer gave me way more than it took away.
Does a person’s outlook on life change?
I was really afraid that over time, my perspective on life would slip back into old habits, that I’d stop being grateful and start taking everything for granted again. But I realized that it’s up to me how I see the world. Whenever I feel myself drifting in the wrong direction, I just stop and think about the old Miška—how she looked out the window, wishing it would all end so she could live normally again. I remember envying everyone who went to work, went out, and enjoyed every day. There were days when I could barely make it to the bathroom. Remembering what I went through last year fills me with immense gratitude for being able to live normally again.
Michaela, did people see you differently?
People definitely look at you differently when you’re sick. I felt like the world suddenly became a better place because everyone was so kind, smiling, and offering encouraging words. Even strangers, like people in stores, were supportive. It gave me incredible strength to keep fighting.
How did your treatment go?
It lasted six months, and it was like a rollercoaster. I gradually learned how my body worked—when the medication to reduce the side effects of chemotherapy would stop working and when my white blood cell count would be at its lowest, so my body needed rest.